doppelgaenger: a letter to bill viola

beware of trickery.
no truth can be that without
the necessary eye contact.
alone at night i cry for nameless
savants; us. the invisible is all
around and we share it.

this iv is inside me
beating my conscience.
what are borrowed words
if we all share them anyway?

my chest hurts.

i am connected to the person directly
in front of me to the left. i miss her.
i am connected to the person next to me
is you are us and we are everywhere.

i miss everyone because they are me,
and in me i see you.
in you, you see me
because i am you and we are.

this moment is what came between
BREATHLESS and
ME AND YOU (AND EVERYONE WE KNOW)
a year or so in the future.


this is a three part question:
has the past passed?, is this the future?
is the standard still dvd?

thoughts are the circles that hold together
what some call the push and pull of things.
somehow i already knew all of this.